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holy shit what a weekend. i went down saturday with dobl, sarah and tine and it was fun. we walkeodn the boardwalk and met up with clifton kids and then we walked over to the mark 3 and chilled with all my nutley people. it was fuckin wild. later on i got kciekd out of the mark 3 then ehaded over to the seaport and partied with luigi, coyles, rabel, and i dun even know who else. woke up at 6 am and started drinkin. went out to the boardwalk for a little bit then as im goin back i fell hardcore hhahahaha. then i went to sleep again. woke up and went to the mark 3 and started drinking and met so many people. sunday was one of the craziest days i ever lived. wow. right now im recovering and doin nothing.
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| oh shittt |
[28 May 2005|02:03am] |
Seaside tomorrow. emo filipino monday. my birthday wednesday. cant get no better tahn that
show tonight was pretty fuckin awesome in my opinion. i saw Linnea, A True Story, Hometown Anthem, Escape Engine, and Through The Eyes of a Martyr. They were sick. mad hot girls. i wish i got with them. i got little drunk. i saw some awesome kids. pople slapped my dick., i kicked a girl by mistake and felt bad, atually 2 girls but one i didnt feel bad about cuz it was her fault. I saw Jess Matzke, Spermi, Nikki, Girlfriend(lookin hot liek always) haha, Taa, Sara, Adrian, Joe, Matt, i dunno man. After that I went to Schoons' houuse to chill with sibz, jackie, marc, and katie. it was alright kinda. after that me, sibz, jackie, marc and katie went to wendys and got food and now im home lookin forward to gettin fuckin fucked up this weekend. if ur in seaside this weekend slob on my knob hahahaha
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[26 May 2005|08:47am] |
i hate to admit that ur gone forever but its something i must move on with.
blahh. fuckin work in a half hour. im so tired.
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[24 May 2005|04:17pm] |
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such a boring day.
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| Shitty fucken weekend. |
[22 May 2005|09:49am] |
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Well Friday I went to Prom and it was horrible. I had a bad time cuz I was in a bad mood. We go down the shore after wards and Jen tells me we need space but I really dont give a fuck anymore. So after that I was very angry. I saw Jean and Amanda down there so I chilled wiht them. I met new people. I hooked up with some girl Saturday. I don't think me and Jen are on speaking terms. My life sucks. I can't eat, sleep or do anything. I guess I took it harder than it would be. Well I don't fucken know. Last night I came hoem around 5am and Dobol slept over and then her mom just got her and started to yell at me and I hate when people yell at me but then she apologized. Now I'm awake and nothing to do so if anyone wants to chill and get fucked up or something hit me up
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[16 May 2005|09:17pm] |
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May 16th. holla
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| feelings are stronger then ever imagined<3 |
[09 May 2005|11:51pm] |
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today was an awesome day in my opinion. I woke up mad early for work. I worked my ass off for 9 hours straight and barely took breaks. I came home and showered then met up with Beecham. We drove around for an hour, it was unfortunate..lol. We picked up Leanne then went to Jen's house. I saw mommy and Jack Attack. We left and went to the mall, it was fun. After the mall, we went to see House of Wax. Pretty crazy movie. After the movie, Jen brought me home and i dunno. Everytime I look in her eyes, I fall faster and it feels amazing, I honestly do think I love her. She's the best thing to ever come into my life. After I left her car I've been in a daze of happiness. I never had that before. Well I'm going to sleep now.
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| fuckin awesome |
[03 May 2005|11:41pm] |
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uhhh, i dunno. tomorrow I'm trying out for A Rising Silence so hopefully taht goes good. work is really awesome, i like it alot. my girlfriend is awesome and shes prolly better than every1 elses girlfriend. ok thats it
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| awesome day |
[21 Apr 2005|11:24pm] |
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So today I went to my frist day at work. I had to liek bring garbage and shit out but it was iight. I'm glad I'm doin somehting and makin money. I got home around 5 and showered ate what not. Then played wiffle ball. It's gettin pretty intense. Then I chilled wiht my baby, we went to Gelottis then to the mall. We're walkin dwon the mall and we look to our left and we see......drum roll...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ACE FROM THE EARLY NOVEMBER. how crazy is that? You didn't see him but I did so fuck you. She dropped me off then I went out with Beecham for a bit then went to Ball's to see my nigga Bobby. Well now I'm home. Got work in the am. Peace
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| My day today!! |
[20 Apr 2005|06:37pm] |
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I woke up pretty early cuz I thought I had work but they didn't call me until 1230 and I was on my way back from La Guardia to get my nigga Bobby with Karen. I'm glad I saw him cuz it's been liek 6 months and he's my best friend really. We smoked a blunt only cuz it was 420 and its Bobby. After that we hacked for a bit. I came hoem and washed up then went to Target with my baby then to her house. We layedo n her bed and jus tcuddled, it was cute. haha. She drove me home and now I'm waiting for my mom then off to play wiffle ball. Peace
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[18 Apr 2005|11:50am] |
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Saturday was the show. It was fuckin awesome. I saw a lot of people I haven't seen in so long. Spermi, Nikki, Sammi Jo, Linda, Erik, Eileen, Nick, Stafford, Danielle, Jess, and it goes on. It was a good show. I had a fun time. I copped the Stafford CD and its rediculous. After that me, Jen, and Cassie went to Chevy's and then Jen dropped me off. I went to Viccs house and got home at like 7am. Wokeup at 3:30 went to my Grandmas and shit. Came home and ate. Jen picked me up and we went to Charlie Browns for some food. Then we went back to her house and what not. She's a pretty amazing girl I do have to say. She makes me very happy and shit and I'm glad I met her.
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[16 Apr 2005|01:03pm] |
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Last night me, Jen, Tara, her bf, his 2 friends went to go see Amityville Horror. It was a pretty crazy movie. I love spending time with Jen, we have like a perfect relationship. Its cute. lol. Tonight were goin to the Allendale show which should be awesome. or Wild. Bobby comes back Wednesday. Me and Karen are going to the airport to go get him.Well updates later. ONE
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| hmmmmmm what the fuck |
[13 Apr 2005|11:30am] |
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There's really no point to this entry, im just fuckin bored. Bobby comes back in 8 days which is awesome. JC is comin back on my birthday which is kick ass. Me and jen are offical which is wild. She's the best really and so is her family. i think i may wanna get married to her mom though..lol. I'm still on a job search, it's not goin too well but only time will tell. I got kicked outta my band because theyre all immature and talk shit but don't have the balls to say it to my face. They just leave nice little voicemails. So I'll never be up in hickville ever again. It sucks up there anyway. I'm glad I'm back in Nutley. Well thats it. 1
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[04 Apr 2005|06:00pm] |
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today was a very good day. Jen got me and we went to Six Brothers for breakfast and then to CD World to pick up her friend a ticket for Hidden in Plain View( so jealous ). We came abck here and my mom showed her baby pics haha embarrassed lol. On the way back I get a call for a job interview tomorrow at 9:15 wish me luck. For the first time in awhile I can honestly I have happiness, it may not seem like I wasn't happy but I hid my feeligns but when I'm with her it's constant happiness and Inever want it to go away.
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| better than yesterday |
[03 Apr 2005|01:34am] |
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Today I woke up and what not. Hung out around the house for a bit then got my haircut then Nicole got me and we went to CVS and Coconuts and I filled out job applications. Came home and went to JB's to get my stuff and what not. I stayed in most of the day then around 930ish Jen got me. We went to her house and met with Jess and I met her family and they're so sweet. I talked to her mom and stuff and I felt very comfortable. We left after like 30 mins and met up with Pauly D. We went to Tick Tock and had a fun time. Went back near Pauly's and just chilled and then they left. I hate saying goodbye to her, it's so hard to do. I finally happy and it feels amazing.
The streets were went and the gate was locked so I jumped it and let you. And we stood at your door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me like you meant it and i knew you meant it
<3
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| Amazing DAY |
[02 Apr 2005|12:38am] |
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Today was the best day ever!!!!! I woke up and Sean, Adam and Lindsey got me and we went to Wendy's. Came back to JB's and played shit and then got Mitch and JB then practiced our set and shit. We left for the show and shit. Tonight we palyed an awesome set and sold every shirt we had which is awesome. Jen and Jess showed up late but its ok because I got to see ehr and spend the night with her, She's so great. Awesome personality, very cute and does cute little things taht make me happy. I met some of her friends and they're pretty cool. I met her dad and he's pretty cool. She brought me home and met the mom and sister then she had to go :'(. Now I'm just chillen so all in all, amazing night<3
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| sigh but :) |
[30 Mar 2005|04:34am] |
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Well for all of who don't know I'm moving back to Nutley and changing soemthign else in my life but I can't say what it is yet. I'm waiting to tell the people who it affects. I'm sorry. We got the show on Friday and it's gunna be insane, there's a special someone I hope goes. So today I woke up and hung out with Jen and we went o Garret Mountain and looked out in the towns surrounding it, it was truely amazing. I came home and just hung around for a long time. Around 7:30 she came to get me and we went to get coffee at the diner. It was really nice to just sit and talk to someone about everything. She's really awesome and makes me happy. Well since I'm moving back here, I'm changing everythign about me. I promised a select few I would not do drugs and I'm going to try my hardest not to do so. I'm going to get a job and not be a fuck up at all. I'm still going to be the fun JayB/Fifth you all know. I'm just not happy of who I am now and I want to become happy. It's starting to show and I'm becoming more talkative about how I feel instead of just letting everything build up and be an asshole or just depressed. Well I don't knoe wat else to write. Emo Filipino rocks!!
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| hmm Nutley Update |
[28 Mar 2005|05:00pm] |
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Well Saturday I chilled with Nicole and Lauren practically all day, Best times ever prolly. Sibz got me at Dolz's then we got beer and headed to Schoon's. It was lie ka high school reunion in my opinion. I met a girl there and shes awesome. I still liek Danielle and all but I dunno. I'm a confused kid. I came home and shit. Yesterday easter what the fuck is Easter>@@!! Today I chilled with Jen and it was cool. We have so much in common and stuff. I was thinking about moving back to Nutley. It's not that I miss it but there's so many rules living there. This week is gunan be the weekwhere i use my brain and think.
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| saddd i guess kinda happy |
[26 Mar 2005|03:21am] |
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Today was a very bad day but kind of a good one. Woke up aroudn 12ish and went home. Had band practice and it went pretty good. Chilled with Danille, Sean, Marcie, Jess, and Lindsey tonight. I thought I liked Danielle but I guess I was wrong. I guys it's true taht nice guys finish last. W talked before Michele got me and she was like I'm gunna cry and I tried to help and I went to give her a hug and didn't get one in return. I asked her to call me when she get home and she says no. Are you fucking kidding me? I come home and everythign then I go to Ball's house and had a few beers. I'm still pissed about that whole Danielle thing. I thought she was different but I guess she's just like the rest of the grils out there. :'(
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